Friday, January 15, 2010

你愤世你嫉俗你怨天你尤人你不爽这你不爽那这个世界没有欠你是你欠了这个世界而已这个地球不会因为你而停止转动太阳不会因为你而不再升落你咬牙你切齿你愤恨你伤悲你没有伤天害理没有伤风败俗可就是得到不公平对待所以你呐喊你狂啸你撕心裂肺但心中的怨气就是不肯离你而去后来你沉默你寡言你安静虽有不清的不忿可这个世界也将毫不留情地把你彻底遗忘从前的你善良过热心过可是到了最后还是沦为被利用的狼狈结局所以现在你学会了冷漠学会了自私学会了拒绝学会了说不你有手有足有脑就是没有一张能看的面你感恩上帝你很知足因为你母亲没有把你生成一个残废无用的人你并不奢望你能被人仰慕被追崇但你只希望你能够被给予那么一丁点并微不足道的尊敬和认可你说在你失落在你低沉的时候你要的不是虚伪并且千篇一律的安慰句式也不是带有暗中取笑你的称赞你要的是非常简单和平凡的认同和肯定你伤心你失望因为你身旁从来没有出现过这种朋友曾经相信出外靠朋友的你心里不禁颤抖不禁抽搐所以你开始看破开始反省你开始把朋友当成是一种利用的工具而已你狂妄你自大你不知好歹你不知分寸为的是在自己和别人之间产生一种假象你躲避你隐藏深在你心处的自卑感因为你深深明白这是个弱肉强食的世界不可以让别人看见你的弱点于是你最终落得众叛亲离孤独终老死无人问

3 comments:

  1. damn it!
    you are so right!
    I've been through all the phases that you described, and i felt exactly the same.
    You are really great at this..
    But, I hope my ending will not be the same as you imagined though. That's too pathetic.
    But, you know what?
    The best and most enjoyable way to live your lives is knowing how to handle yourself...
    knowing when to change your mask, your mind, your action when you are dealing with ppl from different planet.
    I know sometimes, this is so depressing.. but you know what? This is life. This is real. This is about being realistic and materialistic.
    Don't fucking stay in emo corner.
    instead. go and influence others. go and learn how to manipulate people. (sound evil? rite:X)
    I think ppl like that learned faster and enjoyed more...
    I'm also still in the process... learning.. adapting..

    I hope you too..
    die happily.. :P

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  2. btw, i didn't realize you are such an emo person.

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